June 2011
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Can I find willpower?  I saw one of my old friends running this morning and my initial thoughts, “WOW, She’s running? I knew she looked a bit slimmer. Good for her!!!!” and then I thought, “If she can do it.. I can do it!”  and then I was walking around a little bit before and felt light-headed and it just feels so discouraging.  And then I ended up eating icecream...
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Ginger Lee's Guide To Life & Other Important... →
talkaboutendo: YOU DON’T LOOK SICK?! No, I don’t. It is so hard to explain to someone when they have no clue. It’s a daily struggle feeling sick on the inside while you look fine on the outside. Please copy and repost if you or someone you know has an invisible illness! (Anxiety, Lupus,…
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I haven’t felt this way since last semester.  That over-anxious-can’t focus on anything/studying-let me just eat some more because I’m anxious and don’t think I’m full feeling. Sigh.  I don’t even know if I’m stressed about this test, but I know it will be easy as soon as I hunker down and study (it’s only EASY multiple choice, not the confusing...
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goldbear: Let’s live life to the fullest. Let’s... →
goldbear: Let’s live life to the fullest. Let’s point to a map with our eyes closed and travel where fate would take us. Let’s move our lives into an epic crescendo as we hear in the songs we love. Let’s befriend a isolated tribe in the African jungles, experience a completely different way of living. Let’s…
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Making friends is so much harder than when we were...
dropeverything-: I miss playground bestfriends. 
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Instead of eating/over-eating when I’m tired, I’m going to try really hard to stop.  I don’t want to see myself gaining weight.  I know I’ve gained at least a pound.  It doesn’t sound like a big deal, but it really is.  I really want to lose fat.  Like I REALLY really want to.  I know that just wanting to is not enough.  I need to be able to stick with something. ...
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tiptoetheborderline: FOREVER REBLOG <3
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I got the job!!
Jun 23rd
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why
I think I’ve narrowed it down a bit to why I overeat/sometimes binge: 1) I have immense inner fear of getting hungry and starving.  It’s as if I don’t eat right now then I have no idea when I will be able to eat again and that worries me a lot. 2) I never feel full unless I eat sosososo much food, but then I feel fat/gross. 3) I love food. But I don’t really love food...
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Mommy, I Need To Diet: 6 Year Old Girl, Worries...
fitvillains: This is sad. Oh, my heart breaks listening to her. It’s true that the messages we receive in magazines, television shows & through movies tend to reflect the ideals that ‘thin is in’. It’s also true that this is a problem that seems to pervasive, and affects everyone; men & women alike. But 6 year olds? Yup. And it’s more of a problem than you probably think. ...
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Okay, so I should be studying right now.  I’m slightly worried about my test tomorrow…… but I studied for an hour and need a bit of a break, I just hope I don’t get so tired that  I can’t finish studying.  I made tea to try to keep me going.  I really hope it does.  I’m so exhausted today.  I even TOOK A NAP.  Like WOW, I almost NEVER fall asleep when I...
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Okay, I quickly reread my last post and I’m not sure how much sense it makes.
Jun 21st
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Haven’t had a txt update in a while. Let’s see.. I haven’t been binge-eating really and stopped calorie counting because I can’t do it fast enough. I don’t know why I get so bogged down with wanting to do things fast, like the faster I can get something done, the better. But then I have too much free time and end up over eating because I’m bored. My elbow is...
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Short Mom: 4n4spiration of the day →
shortmom: 4n4 - Close that door! Don’t stare in the fridge Get your grubby hand out of the pantry Close that freezer door at the grocery with the ice cream in it Etc 4n4 - Eat off a plate if you want to lose weight! Don’t grab a handful of something every time you walk into the kitchen Don’t…
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