May 2011
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April 2011
2011: healthythinfit: Eleven Tips for Exercising... →
healthythinfit: Eleven Tips for Exercising Regularly imperfectxatxbest: 1. Always exercise on Monday. This sets the psychological pattern for the week. Along those lines … 2. If at all possible, exercise first thing in the morning. As the day wears on, you’ll find more excuses…
Apr 30th
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When body image/eating became such an issue..
Well, I was chubby in 8th grade as most middle school girls tend to be pre-puberty, and then in high-school I started to not really like eating cake or cookies or anything like that.  If my mom bought them I would have like one or two one day and maybe a couple more the next, but I never binged on them, like I probably would do right now if I bought some oreos.  Well not right now per se, but I...
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I really want to find something spiritual in my life.  I was told to read “Man’s Search for Meaning,” and I went to the library earlier, but they did not have it (actually no libraries in the area did surprisingly…they had it on audio, but not the actual book).  So I took out “The Girl Who Kicked the Hornet’s Nest” instead.  Apparently it is supposed to be...
Apr 26th
After a terrible eating for Easter, I’m back on track with healthy eating.  I’m sick though.  Just after getting out of the crisis unit, I now have the flu.  WTF.  I did go shopping yesterday, which was fun :D  Got some pants and a shirt :) ugh I feel so shitty. 
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Apr 25th
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I need to...
1) Stop eating so much chocolate/sweets (Um, can we say major chocolate binge this weekend) 2) Continue to eat healthy (check) 3) Learn to accept that not all food is evil and isn’t a conspiracy against me (help..)  4) Start exercising again (I’ve def gained :| my body shows it.. it doesn’t help that the medicine I’ve started makes me bloated either but it’s not...
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Psychiatric crisis impatient unit…. Suicidal ways can get you there.  I never knew that and I didn’t even tell my therapist what was going on and he called the crisis center people because he knew without knowing and they took me away (Actually I went to hospital first AND then got transfered over).  It was interesting being there to say the least, it was a small unit that only takes...
Apr 23rd
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A week in a crisis psychiatric impatient unit….. Long reflection coming up.
Apr 21st
falling off this world..again..  physically, physiologically, and mentally. fml.
Apr 15th
change .: Reblog if you blog about your life! →
thinnihilate: happyhealthyhopeful: I love reading text posts about people and their lives/their weight loss/their day at work ect. and I’d like to follow more people! It’s so much more interesting than having a dash full of the same cute puppy and an anonymous girl wearing something…
Apr 14th
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A breathtaking short video that may bring tears to... →
Apr 14th
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“The only person I’m competing against is who I used to be.”
– theactiveartist AKA Alex (via curvesformiles)
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“If you can find a path with no obstacles, it probably doesn’t lead...”
– Frank A. Clark
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Apr 9th
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That was pointless. I just wasted an hour of my life sharing painful things with a complete stranger, only for him to basically tell me that it’d only be for a few weeks (semester ending) and I’d need something longer term anyway and most likely medication. I don’t think I’m going to bother. I’ll just wait until summer…and then idk maybe see someone, maybe not....
Apr 9th
Reblog if you're a weightloss/ED/thinspo/fitness...
secondstoskinny: I’m going to make a big list that we can all reblog(after this goes around for a bit) that will have all the weightloss/ED/thinspo/fitness blogs I can get.  We can each try to follow everyone on the list.  :]  I always feel that the more support one has, the easier it is to reach one’s goal. “TEAM = Together Everyone Achieves More” You’re all amazing, stay strong,...
Apr 8th
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I neeeeeed to fall asleeeeep. I’m waking up early and then gym, work, class, run:]. Sounds like a good plan.
Apr 8th
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Fml. I knew I wasn’t going to sleep tonight. I should have just gotten the coffee and I wouldn’t have binged as badly as I did. Now I just feel so sick.
Apr 8th
I’ve been doing terrible at eating(I’ve binged a lot this week:/), exercising(I ran+aerobics=good, but binge=bad), emotions(I don’t even know what I feel anymore), homework (I haven’t been doing it, and I’m going to regret it in about a week) I’m getting on track again Sunday(blahblah, why not start NOW?) well because Sunday is the start of our man-made week...
Apr 8th
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Ran/jogged a mile in about 10 minutes! Personal best… Let’s get that down to 9 minutes 15 seconds now ;)  and then jogged/walked another mile (but mostly jogging!!) To think I almost was not going to go for a run today. :]
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iloveyoumouse: ““Is ‘fat’ really the worst thing a human being can be? Is ‘fat’ worse than ‘vindictive’, ‘jealous’, ‘shallow’, ‘vain’, ‘boring’ or ‘cruel’? Not to me.”” — J.K. Rowling EDNOS screams, “But I’m vindictive, jealous, shallow, vain, boring, cruel and fat.”
Apr 7th
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http://shine.yahoo.com/event/green/top-10-superfood... →
Top 10 superfoods for spring! I haven’t had fresh artichokes OR fava beans (not sure if I’ve had fava beans in my life… are lima beans the same?)  I don’t even know how to prepare artichokes :/  Except for that I had stuffed artichokes, but that doesn’t count.
Apr 5th
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I eat soooo much fruit
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