February 2011
January 2011
16+ inches of snow!!?!
theroadtoripped:
tanadoeslife:
Is this for real?! You can see by my stick figure (ha!) that I’m in the heart of this mess.
Is anyone else getting hit by this?
What. The. Fuck. If I have to spend another two days locked away in my dorm, I’m going to break something …
papers
you will be the end of me. ._.
Sometimes..
I want to tell everyone how mentally insane I am. How I could just really use a hug without asking, that would mean so much to me.
But, everyone would not really care. They would care out of only common curtesy. <- not true, some people would care.
I’m feeling about a 3/10 right now.
It’s not a depressed, suicidal 3/10, but more so anxiety/lonely/alone/crazed/overtired/ I am...
I wish I could somehow motivate myself to use the cardio machines at the gym. I hate them so much. Like I know I could just force myself to go on the bike for 40 minutes and hate every minute of it and it would be only 40 minutes of my day, so in perspective it isn’t much time or that bad, but between strength or cardio, strength training is way more fun.
Gymgymgym tomorrow. No excuses....
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I don’t know why I care about weight loss so much— part of me doesn’t and part of me does… I’m not fat, just cause I’m a bit curvier— I have a good hip-waist ratio for child birth if I ever have children. There’s no reason I need to restrict my calories to only 1300 a day. In all honesty, I’m so concerned about weight AND health so much...
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avoided the cookies. avoided the candy bars/chocolate. pint of 2% milk? Could not resist. cheese on my wrap? Could not resist (I don’t rly have cheese on my sammichs when I’m at college like EVER). Dairy craze > chocolate craze.
My body feels so weird today, like my face and head I can’t feel, well I can, but I feel almost numb/weird. I’ve been having terrible...
http://forthethighgaps.tumblr.com/post/2917283393 →
forthethighgaps:
Fat burners!
Avocados
Black olives
Coffee
Cold-water fish and shellfish without mercury…like halibut, wild salmon, shrimp and trout.
Dark chocolate
Low-sodium beans
Fresh herbs and spices
Nuts and seeds
Organic Greek yogurt
Tea
Tomatoes
Whey protein powder
Whole wheats like barley,…
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:/
I shoulda just said no. It’s terrible, someone asked for chocolate in the office I was working in, and then I was offered a piece… and I had one… and then after work I had a 50 cal popcorn bag and a banana and LOTS of pb… and now hot chocolate.. I’m annoyed I caved in to the peanut butter and hot chocolate(two packets). Part of me is nagging to count calories,...
So. Super. Full. I don’t like feeling this full anymore. I didn’t even binge, nor do I have any desire to. I had annie’s easy Mac, some milk and an apple; I should have just had cereal for lunch and then this problem wouldn’t have occurred :(. Btw I’ve been craving dairy like a kittycat. Idk why! Too much dairy hurts my stomach rly bad>:o
Maybe back to taking...
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uh,
yeah, I really wanted to work-out today, but oh boy is it cold. I went to class and came back inside, needless to say I am not leaving at all today, well except for work later…….
negative degrees do not motivate me.
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no binges this weekend!
Lol, that’s like a college first :) I’m proud!! I probably did eat more calories than I should have and had too much hot chocolate/chocolate milk, I don’t think I ever want to go chocolate-free, but maybe I could, it’d be a fun challenge. I love challenges.
~Yesterday my body looked soooooo hot, today too, but not as good as yesterday morning.Just wish I didn’t...
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I always feel awkward when...
overweight people are talking about losing weight or they make comments towards themselves about being fat or about other people being skinny. And then I see them eating terrible food… like you talk about how you’re dieting and want to lose weight? Change your lifestyle of food pleaaaase. Or when they eat “diet” food, ie fat-free, sugar-free etc. PLEASE NO FAKE SUGAR it...
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The monster
Idk if I’m hungry/I don’t think I am, but I want more food. Idk what to do/I have been craving chocolate/just wanna keep eateateating all day. Gaaaaah.
This weekend will definitely be a challenge. My friends want to bake these fancy brownies… It makes
Me feel like an addict, for example, if I’m around them whilst baking brownies then I’ll want to devour the batter...
my favorite things.: nutella →
kaelikennedy:
shbup:
i am unsure about how to approach this nutella at first. maybe it wont be that good.
maybe i will be disappointed.
oh
oh my fucking god its ACTUALLY REALLY FUCKING GOOD
WAIT THERES NO MORE
I MUST HAVE MORE
I WILL NOT REST UNTIL I’VE HAD MY FILL
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Avoided binging:]
I had a rlyrly quick lunch today n then had to go to work, but completely avoided binging. I kept passing by a table of cookies, but I knew if I had one then id just keep eating junk. After work I had a banana WITH PB!! PB is def trigger too, but I only had a little bit on my banana and it was great:).
But my thighs are huuuuge, I just want 18.5 inch thighs, that would be perfect.
My back...
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http://articles.mercola.com/sites/articles/archive/... →
Rly? These commercials are back again promoting HFCS, for that matter you don’t see commercials promoting cane sugar. And then in fine print it says that in moderation it’s okay.. Well duh. But people are just gonna see the commercial, not read the fine print and disregard their sugar intake because “it’s okay.” and then that leads to obesity and diabetes..
So...
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back at college....
THIS is where the binge problems escalated, cause I get weird about eating in front of others and do weird/random calorie/food restrictions/don’t rly like eating campus food/when I’m nervous/antsy I’ll eat… BUT yesterday was good and today will be good.
I tried the new tea I bought, it’s a lemon black tea (yeah okay not so original, my FAV combo tho), I also bought...
Bohemian Me: Addictions. →
bohemianme:
Congratulations Mr./Ms _________ on recognizing you have an addiction to
(Please check all that apply:)
__ food
__ alcohol
__ drugs
__ smoking
Admitting it is the first step towards controlling it.
We realize that you face a tough battle ahead but you can do it! And to help you along…
HELLO SENSODYNE
OW my teeth are way too sensitive from teeth whitening, it hurts so bad, but white teeth (= pretty smile) are (is) so worth it.
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For the first time in a while, I feel in control of my food and body, although if I were counting calories I KNOW I’d be over. Maybemaybemaybe I’ll count calories again, I don’t know what my magical number should be tho. I don’t wanna be too N then just fall out of control again. Decisions decisions. Ahhh.
I need sleep real bad. Did I complain about this already? Like 14...
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Dear Eastern Mountain Sports,
Your store in Danbury always has the best employees. Actually maybe it’s just the same guy each time? I’ll have to pay closer attention when I’m back there to buy vibrams!
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My sleep schedule so messed up. I haven’t gotten more than 15 hours of sleep in the past few days. I went out to breakfast not too long ago, but I avoided coffee, ahhh I kinda want some. Breakfast wasn’t bad, I had scrambled eggs, toast and fruit. It made me super excited to see that there were blueberries, strawberries, banana in the fruit cup :D my favs!!
I did end up buying...
Here's a personal challenge for you all
skinny-is-perfect:
let’s never eat when we’re bored again. Let’s find something to occupy us every time we’re bored. Stop reaching for food when there’s nothing to do. Think of something else.
I feel so down
Like a negative number
I binged
I have no motivation
I want to shop, I want a pair of jeggings and a pair of grey uggs
I have no means of transportation
my joints are killing me
but at least I’m not broke, I have heat, food, shelter, updating my music library & Dell actually helped with my software issues.
I should pack for college.
If any of you live in Connecticut, fucking reblog.
thinstead:
hidingunderhoodies:
Damn, like 1500 reblogs?? theres that many people from CT on tumblr?? CT represent!!!
:{ I miss CT.
Reblog if you've ever been called fat.
for the note I’ve also been called skinny/bird etc, which is equally as rude, especially coming from an overweight person, the way they say it, it’s just insulting. I’d rather be called thin&fit.
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I didn't make it to day 5.
Inc. excuse: I started having really bad anxiety and so I tried to relax and lay down, but then I couldn’t sleep, but I was exhausted, and so my body was like FOOD/SUGAR FOR ENERGY. Uhh, yeah, and I caved in, I don’t even want to reflect on what all I ate.
random rant: It’s weird as I was eating a giant muffin, that I was eating a giant muffin. I tried to identify what kind of...
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2:30 am
Midnight workout, tv/computer, snow and shower = super relaxing.
I hope the snow is good quality snowman snow. Actually, I want to go sledding as well.
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The streets were flooded and in the tides were...
So I just dove right in, I felt at home
day three??…getting slightly weak, but I realized that I was starting to be all food fiend, and took a spoon of pb and bowl of cheerios and volia (okay and a square of dark chocolate), not terrible.
Buuut back in the day I used to eat MAD cheerios, they’re not even real cheerio’s, they’re Target store brand honey-almond flavor or...
